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因为有了自己终身博客，要离开这里了，所有的朋友可以访问我的新博客，并留言给我你们的博客地址，我会把友情链接加上去的。谢谢！这差不多算我在这边最后一篇博客吧，也许我还会回来的，一切就要看天意以及我的努力啦！谢谢各位的关注！再次感谢！

新博客地址：http://www.co-go.com.cn/blog/u/survival/index.html（Survival强者生存博客）

    Long long time havn't been to this blog,and everytime i came back to here,i would find some new friend.This is really very amazing thing to me,'coz i've never thought this blog would be visited,even never image someone will read my blog,and PM me,want to make friends with me.

    Maybe,the only word i wanna say to you guys is just "Thanx",thanx for you guys support,thanx for your guys attention,thanx for you guys acknowlege me and add me on your friend list...i think,nowtime,you are one main power to drive me to continue my blog career,because of your i have confidence to write more,just in English,no matter about what,or what would i express,no matter the vocabularies,the sentence,the grammar i used whether proper or not,at least i gotta one most important thing--the bravery.

    Here,i'd like to sent one poem i got in one English-teach magazine,the title is  "Thank you all"

    what could i ever say

    to any one of you

    to ever show my thanx

    for everything you do?

    what words would be most proper,

    to let you somehow know;

    how much i truly apprecaite,

    the love you've freely shown?

    what actions could ever be enough,

    to prove just how i feel;

    for offering me your love and support,

    when i most need it.

    If Novels were ever written,

    to describe the depth of my thanks

    no library in this great big world

    could house them quite enough.

    So i will end with,thank you all

    for being there for me.

    In my heart you will foever remain

    thank you for caring for me.

    The poem is written by Ruth Warren,i think it describe my feeling nowtime fully,thank you for everyone's caring,and at last,i wanna to inform you guys one notice:my blog have displaced to another witesite,www.co-go.cn,which is set up by my some classmates and me.This is a new-born site which focus on show the personality of peoples.I'm very welcome all my friends to visite my site,and join our blog-union over there,my blog web-address is:http://www.co-go.com.cn/blog/u/survival/index.html ,hopefully can meet there.see ya!and thanx for another time:)

    Listening the song "listen to Mom's advice" of Jay Chou's new album "Still Fantasy",some memories floating in my brian.it has been 25 years,i am from a inocent kid to wise adult,how much did my mother to give me?i cann't count it precisely,but at least i know she did too much for me,she brought me up,support me to continue stuying,always gave me good advise,lead me in right direction.

    Right now,i am a man,who have a good job and kind mood.i think,both of this are contribute to my mother.she impact me a lot,from behavior to personality.Mother ofen told me a Chinese proverb:be a ambitious man,never care where you are from,and how much money you family had.Yes,always i kept this proverb in my heart,everytime i met difficulties,felt frustrate.i would like to repeat this sentence again and again,untill i conqure all fears at last.Mother teach me to be a brave man,she kept me aways from poltroonery,giveup,submission.all in all,she gave me all the charactors to be a successful man.

    Thought i still fight for my successful future nowtime,but i'm already have a big heart,full with confidence.No one can defeat me,beat me down,even thought i might experence failture sometime,frustrate and fall down.i still han't any fear inside.i'll stand up,clear the blood beside my mouth,and continue to go forward.coz Mom will stand by my side,she give my brave and cheer me up.

    "Listen to mother's advice,do not let her heartbreak.Just wanna grow up for which protect her.the beautiful white hair,the growing happiness,the angel's magic,make her so peaceful and kind-heart."Mom,i love you!

    If you want to have a pure love,i think you have to backdate to your college time when you are so inocent from real world,just live happily with your beautiful dreams and can do nothing but study.

    However,the pure love hard to find when you leave the college,when you enter the society,on you own job position,all thing will change.your conception,your dream,your charactor and your definition of love."just be a realist!"adivce like this will be told beside you ears times and times.you maybe resist it at first,but after time's corrosion,you still changed at last,as everyone around you.

    Yeah,obsolutely!success is the most realitistic thing to every man,if you can success in your business,Money,Status,Beauties would enter you life,naturly.all we know this,but what a little of people can achieve this goal?

    I have to be more deligent,'coz time is so pity thing to me now.i've to learn oral English,and gain the speaking ability just in one years,And learn and speaking frequent German in 3years.i want to abroad to German,to learn this country's language and its administrion of business.They are a logical nation,and have the most advanced theory of management.

    A nation with most idea thought--US,and a nation with most advanced theory,if i have both of it in my brain,i think i havn't any problem to manage a big business.Woman?Love?no ,i dont care it,success is my desire for,conquer this two lanuages and have more and more knowledge is my desire for!

    She must misunderstand me,she said i wasnot care of her anymore.she seem very disappoint,and said on her blog that she will learn to forget me fromthenon,that make me have nothing to say.

    Did i love her?i dont know,it's true,i havn't find the feeling of love.i became numb about what true love is.And i aslo have to admit that my exgirlfriend still have some impact on me.this past love impressed me too much,i can't forget and neglect it,despite i've been trying for long time,you know,forgot sth carved in you heart was really difficult thing.

   I,however,still have to find a good oppotunity to say sorry to her.she's so fragile girl,and have just bear heart-breaking thing serval month ago.i did sth to cure her,and bring her new hope.if i stop here,things i've done would be all useless.yeah,i must keep it on,untill one day she find her truly love.

   And as for me,i think i have to launch aonther journey to find my another single-wing angel.But,where are you?sometimes i felt so lonely,day and night.where are you my girl,i've been finding you for nearly 15 years,but you still out of my life,just like a angel,only live in my imagination,cannot touch,cannot feel,and cannot hold...if there are god in this earth,can you do me this favor?game is over,hopefully,i wont play it anymore.waiting...just waiting

    自由啊自由，这两个字在人类口中到底提了多少次了呢？有多少现在与过往的人为了这两个字倒下了呢？算不出来了，也没心思去算了。

    选择法律专业是一种命运，但对现在的我来说，有时候感觉起来也像是一种嘲笑。花了五年时间学习的专业，竟然在我现在的工作中基本上派不上用场，从投资学的理念来说，这笔投资无疑是非常失败的。好在的是，这五年我有长大一些，成熟一些。至少经历了一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱，得到很多，但也失去很多。

    法律人追求自由，也崇尚自由。如果说五年以来的收获的说，也许唯观念已被自由之理念为占据了。其实追求自由是每个天生俱有的东西，只不过法律的学习能让你这种骨子里的念头升华、美化为一种理想与追求，不再像过去那样放在心里，没有冠冕堂煌的理由来做一些自己随心的事。毕竟在“我想做是什么就做什么，这是我自由”与“法律或者社会赋予我做XX，这是我的自由”两者之间是有着本质区别。任性的孩子一般都会说前面那个，而智者或者法律人都习惯说后面那个。

    当然，任性也不是有错的，只要任之有道，有时候任性也显得有那么一些的可爱。其次任性有很多种，有的任性是因为执着，有的任性是因为自我，有的任性是因为某些人某些事，当然有的任性的确比较混蛋的，其中例子我不举也罢。

    从自由说到任性是一种跳跃吧，或者说，任性是自由的一种极端，我只是将这个极端举出再加以排除。当然，如果你看不懂，我也没办法，我说过，我写博客从来就不会像我写其它文章那样会先整理思路再动作。这是我的地盘，我爱怎么写都行，这是我的自由（我这是任性吗？嘿）

    我向往的自由很多，人身自由，不受任何人的约束是其中最重要的一个，另外，财务自由自然会我的一个目标。但与人身自由相比，还是前者更重一些。人身自由有两种，一种叫肉体上的自由，很显然，在这方面是相当的自由了，一个人在外面，没有任何会指着的鼻子说教。当然我也不需要管我的人，我的生活有序，我自制力，我自己能管好自己；第二种叫精神上的自由，这个自由我似乎还没拥有，现在看来，也不可能会拥有了。

    有时候，我在内心抵制恋爱是因为一旦恋爱了，你心里只有装一个女人，不能有其它杂恋，人是一种自私的东西。让你决定爱一个时，就意味着你彻底失去了爱其它女人的任何可能。因为如果你越出界限的话，你不仅将会失去你眼前的那个爱人，还会遭受社会道德的谴责。这样，这个限制自由的道德对目前这个社会来说还合情合理，大家也愿意遵守，当然也包括我。

    有人说，恋爱与婚姻是完全不一样的体验，恋爱更多的是爱的责任，而婚姻更多的是家的责任。爱一个人与支撑起一个家是完全不一样的。压力不一样，经历不一样，自由程度也不一样。

    显然，我现在还不一个想要家的人，无力支撑是现实事实，内心仍对自由发往以及理想的追求才是更主要的。事实很多时间，我都没考虑过结婚，考虑过有一个家，即使是我喜欢小孩。但似乎与人生价值实现相比，这些都不重要，因为哪怕我没有自己的孩子，我一样可以给很多孩子以爱，那也是我的一个梦想。

    所以，在这里也许我要跟那个人说抱歉，sorry，婚姻真的离我非常远，至少这几年我不想拥有。也许你可以说我冷血，但事实上我的心理就是这样。也许《总经理》一书中对于总经理的心理描述是对的，要当一名成功的企业家，你就必须摆脱情感的纠缠，不为感情为困。显然，我的心情特征，已经走在了这条路上。

    A red or white Bulls' jersey(nomatter print with 23 or 33 or 91 or whatever),a fat big shorts and a pair of Air Jordan's sneaker.this wearing maybe the coolest for every kid in China during 1990s.The impact of Chicago Bulls on Chinese new gengeration at that time is beyond some people's imagination.A study show that there are more than 400 million basketball fans in China,and undoubtedly half of them watched NBA game from 1990s,when the time is called "Bulls' Dynasty" in this country.Of course,nearly 100% of these people are Michael Jordan's fans,the 10 time NBA scroer have great fame in China,even the Chinese give he another "nickname"--the deity!

    If you havn't been to China,you really can't believe there are so many Crazy Bulls' fans over therer,despite the Bulls look so bad after Jordan left,the Chinese fans still supportted this team as well as the Windy City's people.although nowtime the Bulls' news hard to catch in major basketball media,a group of fans still continue to set up their oragniziation what strive for building the most popular Chicago Bulls site.And this group seem have more and more numbers of supporter on internet,uptonow,the group have been a unavoiable power in Chinese basketball fans world.

    The renaissance of Bulls,especialy after Big Ben made his decision to come to Bulls,the "old fashion" team grabed many new attentions.A hot topic now in China was very about whether Bulls has ability to rebuild its dynasty,and when it can acheive that.The different standpoint about this argument seemed unconsoliate.At the period which reign by players like Kobe bryant,Yao Ming,Allen Iverson,Lebron James etc,the Bulls star player,Ben Gordan,Big Ben seem lack of porpularity.And another proof was Bulls still not a unbeaten team as it was during 1990s.the leader of them seem just on the road of "going to more mature",and team roster also need to change.Rebulid the new dynasty? "yes,they can do it,but they need to presude other teams and people to consider they are a very strong and terrible team at first",comments like this were not difficult to find on internet.(to be continue)

    Some friends often ask me a question?what's the holiday mean to you?a period just for you relaxing,travling around China or even world?or stay with friends,singing the favorite songs,reminding those good memories we have in college time.or there havn't any meaning.

    What's the holiday mean to me?i don't know,perhaps the last meaning is my perfer one.there aint any meaning for me about how important holiday is or whatever.As for me,the holiday means there comes new chanlleges after it.Job,Goal just like big things as climbing,when you tired you have better have a rest,and therefore you get holiday like National Day.However,ever you even image how diffcult the rest mountain you will conquer?The truth told me we human being is a creature without too much tough spirit,which we had in the past.but after generation and generation,with the devoplment of technology and society.we are more lazy and frailty.Just like you can see in China,the kid bring up in good enviroment,they are all taken care good,like some cherish flower in the garden.Maybe it's very beautiful exterior,but so frail inner.You make very sad when you image what should this generation do when war breakout.coz the good spirit we had in past is disappear,gradually.

    To become a successful man is not a easy task.if you wanna be accepted by the success-man-society,you must learn some courses.First of all,you have to be a success man either,and then you should have some special skills,such as intercourse,speaking,high quality interest,and so on.yeah,of course,it's not very diffult if you born success,or born in success family,but if you impose the task to a boy who come from country,that would be very intereting and full of challenge.The boy is very me!and of course,i wanna be a success man,and will confront the chanllenge,until conquer it!

    反复听着一首来自Avril的歌“i am with you”，听的非常的入神。之所以听这样的一首歌是我想酝酿一些东西，老实说正是酝酿这篇博客。因为她生病了，我希望她能快些好起来，写这篇博客就是想给她献上这样的祝福，虽然是相隔千里，但想让她明白we are always together,and i am with you。

    是的，i am with you，这正是我去听这首歌的原因，Avril一直我喜欢的歌手，我是在大学的时候喜欢她歌的，大学生叛逆与个性让像Avirl这样的女孩也得到了很大的市场。老实说，我个人对PUNK与ROCK并不是非常的喜爱，但因为听到了Avril的歌，我才认真去聆听这样的音乐。

    it's a damn cold night,try to flee out this life,want you take me by the hand and take me somewhere new,dont know who you are,but i am with you.这并不是一首非常欢快的歌，但我相信每一个人在生病的时候都会面临着这样的意境，人们都说最爱的人应该在自己最需要照顾时候出现在自己身边，但往往那个人总是因为许许多多的原因，当她最需要有人在身边体贴着、照顾着的时候却无法出现。i am with you，似乎就这样成为了一种口头的行为，但却无法付诸实践。面对这样窘境，不知道他将是会尴尬，还是无颜以对。

    也许这样的情绪是交集着的吧，人生与社会的现实压力会迫使你无法鱼与熊掌兼得，你要成就某个东西就意味着你将会牺牲其它的一些东西。就像现在的他一样，为追逐自己的梦想，他要放弃自己过去的那种对亲情、爱情以及友情重视，他由一个很身边的人很负责人，慢慢变成一个对事业负责多于对亲人、恋人、朋友负责的人。

    但无论如何，一个人的心灵是不会变的。关心的方式也有非常多。对于她，现在这个生病女孩，我会一直替她祝福着，希望她能早日康复。虽然不是大病，但对于工作着的人来说，任何小病都足以影响自己的工作状态，而后延伸到自己的生活当中。即使是非常虚的一句话，我仍会告诉她：i am with you，我会一直在你身边，现在也许只是精神同在，但今后一定会是真正的同在，在任何你需要的时候。